Dying Oak
I feel as if I’m withering away like a dying tree even though I’m so young. I feel like everything I know and love is slowly being pulled away from me…I want you to understand how absurd it is for me to just be happy about that. Yes I’m glad to be alive and to even have the opportunity to feel sadness and I guess at least in this way I’m not wasting that, but I’m not happy right now and I don’t know if I’ll ever really be happy; especially without the way that I’ve decided on

